The more I think about it, the less I know what I want to be, what I want to do with my life. It's kind of scary: when the time approaches to make big decisions, it always seems easiest to let the decisions make you. I know that's not the way it's supposed to be. From passivity rarely springs a hero--and it's probably divine intervention whenever that happens. Time has seemed to have passed rather quickly this spring. I don't know how yet, but I know this summer will be pivotal. And as the choices I am to face draw closer, I find myself yet again wanting to sit back and wait for things to just fall in place. I have to stop myself from doing that. Maybe I'll play with my website a little more first...